Intake....July

Intake...July, was the message from my agent Ms. Celia who's arranging for me to go study at Kangan Institute in Australia...

Turns out my nightmare has come true as i've to go to Aussie b4 july as that's when my course will start...

Have to let go alot of ppl i love and things i love to do....i guess thats what great bout growing up we mature by letting go stuffs that are hard to let go....some ppl are excited while some will feel a stinging pain and i'm the latter one...

It hits me right at the moment i saw that msg, it was at morning 10am...lot of images goin on bout what will happen next, and boy i never knew getting a dateline feels so pressured.....

I can't leave behind dad, he's not healthy enough, you'all dad has your mom while your mom has your dad, mine doesn't, we had us, each other, turns out having dinner every nite with him isn't enough....

I can't leave behind my friends, i treasured them and i spiritually bonds with them, i care for everyone of them too without knowing what benefits or help will they give me.....

I can't leave behind alot of things.........but the most i can't leave behind is you...